oh what a night

Do you ever just hate everything and wish that your life had a face so that you could knock its teeth in? No? Yeah... me neither.

I think that one of the most frustrating feelings in the world is feeling misunderstood. When people just don't get you and they think that they do it's absolutely infuriating.
I wonder if we will ever bridge this gap. I'm not feeling too hopeful at the moment.

medicine.

Everything is better with music. It's real life magic.
The Arcade Fire show was fantastic, especially when they played "Wake Up". All I want to do is play music.

And I'd just like to say that it's nice to have something steady to hold onto in the eye of this storm.

inevitable

If you bang your head against something repeatedly, eventually something is going to break. But it might be your head.


You just can't fight the sea. You are insignificant in comparison. She is the soul of the earth, and you are a parasite clinging to life on her body, feeding on her cosmic power.

Can't people see that the cosmos is too infinite for us to comprehend? We aren't even a spec of dust on the nightstand within the bedroom of the Universe's house. We are that microscopic. Some people find this point of view bleak and frightening, but knowing that I am a part of something so infinite and incomprehensible fills me with warmth. My body will not last forever, eventually I will die, but I won't just disappear into nothingness, I will be hurled back into the eternal cycle of life. We are made of stardust, and one day we will be recycled. We are not just a part of the cosmos, we are the cosmos. It is inside us and all around us. Now that is something worth falling on your knees over.

Grasping at something

This is where I am. I cannot change it so I will make the best of it.